Proudly Weird

This is a little appreciation post for Louis Tomlinson for making me believe in myself and to 'Just Go On' even when life gets messed up. I'm writing this as my soul's salvation. If I write what I feel, it's to come to terms with my troubled mind and the long lost soul. If these texts help someone, well and good, but even if no one reads them, I'm totally fine with it. Because I know that these 'random' texts serve some purpose and hence are full of life. I recently came to the realization that I've never really felt  alive.  Never felt alive when I was 'aving the time of my life with my family and 'friends'. But  the pain , the pain somehow always felt real. I learned to numb my feelings to all the good things around me, fearing that one day they will be gone that I forgot to  Live . Forgot to enjoy the little moments which will never come back again. And the painful thing is I feel that these emotions and this anonymous fear will always...